While there is a lot of backstory to tell, the real news is that I am starting over. We are starting over. Instead of being one family of four, we will be two families of three. The kids and I some of the time, and the kids and her for the rest.
This is where the backstory comes in. It's complicated, confusing and heartbreaking but also a beautiful transformation of finding true happiness. You see, I never imagined that Brian would not be a part of my life forever. Three years ago, all of that started changing for me. Well, for us...really. And if I am really being technical it started much farther back than that, I just wasn't aware that it was happening or was completely in denial. I am still unsure of that myself.
Before I tell this story, I need to be clear that no one is at fault for the separation of our union. We made a mutual decision after trying really hard to find our way in this new life. I do own up to my lack of communication during the last three years but can't live with regrets and know that I need to move forward with life today.
Stay tuned for the backstory and to see where life takes us.
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